ramblings..

It is with some mixed feelings that i am writing this.. Life can be full of ambivalence. Just when life seems good and full of smiles, laughter and joy (meet-ups, coming presents & imagine even getting nice surprises from complete strangers), i am reminded however that the world can be selfish and unsympathetic.. i know i am sayin this with some bias but i guess i only realise how unfeeling tradition and superstition can be now.. I dun blame those ppl because ppl usually take a 宁可信其有也不可信其无 attitude, thats what made tradition continue and pass on for generations.. But is it really ncessary? I dun reallie understand nor do i know how true some of the long-held beliefs are.. but then again who would dare to take the risk? I just hope everything bad will be over soon..